Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling

Lame meander though corridors

Aroma's thick with age

Mark off the day

Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing

Don't want it cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want it, it wants ME

Past has found it's place

Salvation is no more

Will God accept my peace

Bleached with pardon me

Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing

Don't want it cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want it, it wants ME

I just want to run around

Fly kites wrestle jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore

Memories in me cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time

Receive me or cast me away

God please take me away

Resistance

Futile

Suicidal ideas

I will crucify my own being

Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities

Justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side of me

The time has come

Lock and load

I'm coming

I'm coming

I'm coming

I'm coming home

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing

Descending

Don't want it ,don't want it

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want it

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing

Descending

Don't want it, don't want it

Maker take the body

Don't want it, it wants ME

I just want to run around

Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore

Memories in me cocooned in misery

The darkness overcomes

Soul soars to the other plain

Existence past

The door

I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a God for poison cradle ME

Sown to my dreams

Souls searching

Death blossoms where clouds lie over ME

Held in God's hands death blooming

Dark for fear of failure

An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting

Rolling hate

Death gripped my veins

Unveiling rancid petals

Flowering forth foul nectar

The space between a blink and a tear

Death blooms