drowning

I think I lost my mind a while ago Cos I've been seeing some ghosts And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine But I lie Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout Like a hurricane, these shots don't ricochet Sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl I'm fucking faded Or maybe wasted, I cant remember how it happened Oh I dont know my limits at all I'm sinking down into my thoughts Oh my god But so what if i drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if i'ts not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time You'll ever bring me down Girl you know I'm drownin And I keep goin down But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not I'ts friendly fire and sunlight The aftermath of one too many Words I said, when I should of said nothing at all At all I gotta stop overthinking And missing What could have been You were never even really here And still were are spinning Just liars and cheaters Right back where we started But it don't get easier I am drowning In liquor and apathy Will be the death of me But so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time You'll ever bring me down