Running away feeling betrayed the burden that comes with change. Bottled up my emotions are locked I've lost all feeling of wanting to talk speaking only drowns my thoughts leaving me blinded, stranded in the dark. Still I project my voice for those to hear laying in a bed of my own fear letting myself down time and again I crawl back to my so called friends accepting they were never as the world closes it becomes such a blur faces all look the same their expressions seem to never change. Stranded here I'm left alone with nothing but this suddle hope. It's like fighting both sides of a mirror. But this war has got me weary and I can't fight anymore I won't face them alone