Everytime You Run

Last night got a little crazy I don't remember, woke up spun with the pasties My friends say I was tweaked out Passed out on a dirty couch, still in the house It kinda scares me, I don't know, am I outta control? Always waking up still in my clothes I wrote a note that said goodbye to pain, goodbye to shame But couldn't find a way, I just cried for days I'm so depressed, soakin' wet, I can't rest These thoughts just beat me to death, I'm un-kept I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church But it's been so long I can't remember the words Every time you run, every time you hide Every time it hurts, every time you cry Every time you run away, every time you hide your face And it feels so far away, I'm right here, with you (Every time you run) I keep sleeping in, don't want to wake up I keep hearing from the landlord, "Pay up" Hide my face in my pillow 'til the sun sets Hung over and I haven't seen a pay check I took a job downtown at the factory I was hired and fired with no salary I keep running from responsibility It seems impossible, the pressure is hitting me I know I need to man up or sit down Stand up and get out of this crowd I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church But it's been so long I can't remember the words Every time you run, every time you hide Every time it hurts, every time you cry Every time you run away, every time you hide your face And it feels so far away, I'm right here, with you Well, I know I'm not ready to die, but I've Sure thought about the meaning of life 'cause I Can't seem to find a purpose for me, it's just The choices and I fail to proceed, I gotta Get up, get up, get up, get up Get up, get up, get up, get up I hear voices in my mind, one's a devil, one's Jesus I can feel it, can you help me find the pieces? Like an angel on my shoulder, you hold the Joy of the Lord raising up a soldier You gave me the song my mom used to sing in church I promised not to quit and I remembered the words I promised not to quit and I remembered the words Every time you run, every time you hide Every time it hurts, every time you cry Every time you run away, every time you hide your face And it feels so far away, I'm right here, with you I promised not to quit and I remembered the words I promised not to quit and I remembered the words And it feels so far away, I'm right here, with you