Smoking Gun

My lips are soft from kissing If I start then you might listen It's protection from the words that might escape I take comfort from your silence Conversation leaves me frightened I'm scared I'll give myself away And I... could crucify myself Sometimes I want to kiss and tell I'm compelled to make confession Of these little indiscretions I feel the need to spit it out It's a delicious feeling This truth I am concealing The power I've got to cut you down And I... could crucify myself Sometimes I want to kiss and tell I'm in possession of a smoking gun And I wanna hurt you just for fun It's nothing you've said, it's nothing you've done I wanna hurt you just for fun You got in my head I question my intention Cause I want to draw attention To everything I've said and done I have to close my eyes Cause if you see them you might find I'm tryna hide a smoking gun And I... could crucify myself Sometimes I want to kiss and tell I'm in possession of a smoking gun And I wanna hurt you just for fun It's nothing you've said, it's nothing you've done I wanna hurt you just for fun You got in my head