Ephemera

I do remember hate that came after . Broken heart . Sadness that make me so helpless . I can fight . I can remember how long it least . I'm sure it went away so freaking fast . Far too many emotions That taint my soul Before my faith And often I drown in the moment When in the end they all . Ephemera. I do remember laughter that can make . My stomach hurt With happiness that make it all pretty . Even a dirt . I can remember how long it least . I'm pretty sure it went away so fast . Far too many emotion That taint my soul Before my faith And often I drown in the moment Where every path I take feels seem The only on the right direction . So I'm growing old but life doesn't seem as pretty . With sometimes life as not endless sea . (Blue as the sea. Blue as the sky) Everywhere I look every were I turn. Every time I grow and every time I burn I should not mind to mourn . Sometimes it just . Ephemera .