Head Underwater

I been wearing all black since the day it started When I stopped and looked back as my mind departed I been losing sleep and I cannot sit still, oh I'm not the same woman that you were used to, oh I put my head underwater, baby I threw my clothes away in the trash I stood barefoot on the blazing concrete I was waiting for the gut of the thunder to crash I don't wanna bore you with how I feel But when the walls came down, the shit got real, oh I never thought I would ever be here Looking out on my life as if there was no there, there I messed around with somethin' I always hated I took a blanket into the bath Opened my eyes and hallucinated I took a nap and woke up in the grass There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of sand left in the hourglass My own mortality, I contemplated Down in the valley I got hypnotized It left a mark that hasn't faded That's when I realized There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of sand left in the hourglass There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of fight left in me yet I put my head underwater, baby I held my breath until it passed Crossed my fingers and concentrated I closed my eyes and I was free at last