Last Theater

I'm not gonna make it Is it almost over now? Can't see the way Run down I can't understand how this chain reaction Has brought me to the edge I'm looking down One more step, would it make me free? I could fall into the darkness, realize that I'm just so afraid I don't want to destroy life, remember I know you want to It's alright, remember I'm not gonna make it Is it almost over now? Can't see the way to go I feel so alone My blood is on the ground This time I lost control I gave up my thoughts Lived just by reaction Made nothing but a fake, empty escape "Be true to yourself" I've heard enough of that I know if I remember I'll find the good, I don't care I don't want to destroy life, remember I know you want to It's alright, remember I still believe (I don't want to destroy life remember) I still believe in myself (it's alright, remember) I still believe I'm not gonna make it Is it almost over now? Can't see the way to go I feel so alone My blood is on the ground I can't forgive this anymore I just wanna make it If it's almost over now Can't see the way to go I feel so alone My blood is on the ground I can't forgive this anymore Who chooses what is right? No one can begin to say So will you turn around Or will you fade away? My heart is crying out I may never see But still I have to go I have to go I have to go