Pariah

You're the reason I feel so alive (I feel so alive) You're the craving that tears me apart from the inside You're my downfall, the one I obey (The one I obey) I'm the monster, the freak that you need and it's okay Is this sick and depraved? I see hell it's divine Is this twisted and crazed? Or a brilliant disguise It starts out a fantasy Then turns into misery I'll be your pariah Take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality A sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah Take it out on me I came to you like a moth to a flame I was the piece of the puzzle you played in your own game (I'll play your game) I should have known by the look in your eyes But now we've gone too far Now I'm holding on tight Trying hard just to survive Is this sick and depraved? I see hell it's divine Is this twisted and crazed? Or a brilliant disguise It starts out a fantasy Then turns into misery I'll be your pariah Take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality A sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah Take it out on me You know it's what I need So come and take it out on me Is this sick and depraved? I see hell is divine Is this twisted and crazed? Or a brilliant disguise It starts out a fantasy Then turns into misery I'll be your pariah Take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality A sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah Take it out on me