Ohana Means Family (You Bastard)

I wake up again to voices inside my head Telling me I am not good enough They want me to find something new, something better Not satisfied with my state of consciousness No, what is this? I don't want to go yet and take another breath I'm feeling my heartbeat fade And I don't know what to say, don't know what to say to you! Oh, I think I made a massive mistake Out of desperation, I signed away And now I can't see myself in the mirror I'm freezing cold but I just needed to see her One more time! Can you see me, darling?! Can you hear me?! I'm sorry it's ended like this! Don't search for my body, I don't want to see your tears! I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and death Please, don't do this to me I'm not prepared to live in infinity I'm counting the days since I last told you I love you I just wanna feel your touch One more time! Can you see me, darling?! Can you hear me?! I'm sorry it's ended like this! Don't search for my body, I don't want to see your tears! I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and death Living in half-existence Day in and day out and day in and out again Never able to let you know I am still with you every second, you're not alone I'm feeling so alone! I'm feeling so alone! I can't exist like this! So alone! I can't exist like this! So alone! No, I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and death Living in half-existence Day in and day out and day in and out again Never able to let you know I am still with you every second, you're not alone No, you're not alone No, you're not alone