I Don't Understand

Yeah Uh I don't understand why you feel this way Why you feel this way I don't understand Yo Enclosed in a cage, submerged in a pool Climbing the rock, face turn, and I fall Fear is the rush, then I'm trapped 'til I go numb Thrown in a self strait jacket and it's sown up It's like I'm unaware who I'm speaking to My head nodding but I really don't agree with you Falling deep into a hypnosis, I drift hopeless I'm on a right path, but I need a clue So what happened to the trust? Got left on the road, side splattered in the mud Managing is tough and I really need a hand with it I require patience, I'm hoping that you can assist You're more than a photograph of a happy memory But we always look back eventually Then you wind up telling me I better leave Is it all as it seems or do you ever dream? I don't understand Why you feel this way First you make me leave Then beg me to stay So tell me what you want from me Tell me what the hell you want from me I'm tryna look at this responsibility But don't know who the hell you want me to be Yo, baby I can change, maybe I can change But I'm standing out here naked in the rain Feeling out of place like an alien invading A foreign land, but you, we're making a mistake If you let me go, maybe I can change It's a short trip from the cradle to the grave Let's make it spectacular, all I want that is love 'Til I'm out of here on the fat cloud sat above I know our goals' zoning into lonerism, yeah And I know that isn't fair I know that I'm in no position to make demands But look, give me one more chance Kicked out, shit, now I need housing Outcast like Big Boi and 3000 I was dumb, she was tearing up the place And I just sat vacant, staring into space "Don't return the hate. Don't dishonor yourself." "Why don't you go home and get out of here. I got too much hate in me to keep plugged up anymore"