album cover
Home
1,016
Urban Cowboy
Home was released on August 31, 2015 by Nu Breed as a part of the album Home - Single
album cover
Release DateAugust 31, 2015
LabelNu Breed
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM59

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Nu Breed
Nu Breed
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Roger Waters
Roger Waters
Composer

Lyrics

These city lights are starting to dim
I miss my folks, and I miss my kids
Had done did a lot of things that I'd rather forget
Had done lived a lot of ways that I'd rather not live
Had done been through hell, I paid my dues
I fell in love, and I sung the blues
I done lost it all, a time or two
But still, I stand after all I've been through
I fought through addiction and overcame
Gotta find new ways to kill the pain
It ain't no excuse when it's time to change
Every pill that I had, I dumped down the drain
I'm sitting in a hotel room full of smoke
Got a bottle full of Jack and a bucket full of Coke
And my kids at the house, sitting all alone
Asking, "Where is Daddy? Is he coming home?"
And I'm getting stoned, killing time that I'll never get back
I can't press with whine
I made up my mind, this ain't for me
I put too many people through misery
I gotta clean up my act, get back to the basics
The high life you chasing, this ain't worth chasing
The company you keep, that ain't worth changing
I'm coming home, don't keep me waiting
Yeah, I wanna go home
I'm tired of this winding road
There ain't no place out here for me
There ain't no place like home
I wanna go home, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's hard to stay straight when
Everybody that you know is either
Popping pills or walked on dop
Lost out of touch and they out of hope
Had to end over rope or overdose
And it's too late to come back from the grave
So the time is now if you want to change
You got kids at home, and they miss your face
They would give anything just to kiss your face
No matter what you've done, you can never be replaced
You're a mommy, a daddy, a best friend too
Now give your kids someone to look up to
Someone to love, that'll tell them the truth
That'll hold them in the arms and never let them loose
That'll never turn your back after all you put them through
'Cause dreams are real, they do come true
I can promise you that, 'cause I'm living proof
I done did my dirt and I'm never proud
And I'm ashamed to say I let a lot of folks down
And two, my kids, I know daddy wasn't around
Like I should have been, but I'm here now
I got a full-time job, daddy making moves
'Bout you brand new shoes and socks for school
I got my own house and a room for you
I had to make a choice, so I'm choosing you, huh?
I wanna go home
I'm tired of this winding room
There ain't no place out here for me
There ain't no place like home
I wanna go home, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, it's a long highway, it's a long road
It's a long road
I can't keep going down this way
I'm just so lonely and cold
Heart and soul
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Yeah
See, a lot of people told me that I'd never be shit
That I'd never make it up, at the bottom of this pit
I should probably give it up, pack it up, and just quit
But instead I realized I gotta do it for my kids
Do it for myself and do it like I never did
No time for the pain, it's time to re-bid
No fake friends, gotta cut the loose ends
I don't claim to know it all, but I get my two cents
And the truth is, people wanna see you hurting
They wanna see you falling while they thinking that they perfect
They wanna close your curtain, better know that for certain
'Cause it took a long time, but I realize I'm worth it
It feels like hell just trying to overcome
All the things that I did when I was young and I was dumb
I was trying to run from all the demons in the shadows
Way out in the smoke, talking deep up in the back roads
Off in the cut with no love inside me
The devil himself creeping up behind me
Put the pressure on me when I'm cold and lonely
But I told him, "Hold me, I'm coming home"
I've been paranoid, I can't sleep
My eyes shut, but I see
I'm wide awake, and the dreams thick
As I'm stabbing my mind, don't breathe
Had to take a journey to a distant place
Full of regrets and mistakes and all the bitter taste
Of all the hearts you break and all the lies you make
And all the times that you felt so full of hate
No heaven's gates, only hell awaits
Now you face-to-face with the one that really did it
When you open up your eyes, you'll be looking in the mirror
Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror
You surprised yet, but I believe it's true
'Cause the one to blame is looking dead at you
And he can feel your shoes anytime, anyplace
'Cause it's really you and your hiding space
But I'm wide awake, and I can love me now
No hate in my heart, I can trust me now
So when I go to sleep, I can touch the clouds
And it's not a dream, life is lovely now
I fought my demons and erased my fears
Still taste the tears, but escaped the pill
The hate is real when they see you striving
When you hear them talk, respond with silence
Show them with actions and kill them with kindness
Written by: Roger Waters
instagramSharePathic_arrow_out􀆄 copy􀐅􀋲

Loading...