Regret

I'm on an island lost at sea Waiting for the future Safe from the vague and from the lies Holding on to something lost I... Stalk my thoughts, peel back the seam I do so with no humour left The truth of my nature flashes by And at last I feel the cause And I wanna, and I wanna And I wanna take it all back Give me hell! Give me hate! Just as long as I'm screaming! I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret Because I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret The past is set, yeah And all you give is all you get So live on in regret The mist recedes, my focus clears Each memory cuts deeper I want to go back in time Go make amends But those tears have fallen down I can't take back those hollow years Like poison they must seep through my soul I can't reclaim abandoned friends Let it haunt me to the end The end... Give me hell! Give me hate! Just as long as i'm screaming! I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret Because I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret The past is set, yeah And all you give is all you get So live on in regret No one will know No one can know The things I'd do To be back there with you No one will know No one can know That I'm all alone With nothing to show If I could I'd beg on bended knee I'd show them I had changed I'd show you what you mean to me It's just a flick of the switch And I'm back to the start Flick of the switch And I'm back to the start No more regrets No more shame No more restless nights And endless nightmares in pain! I'm falling in to something I'm falling in to this regret Because I'm falling into something I'm falling in to this regret I'm holding on... I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret Because I'm holding on to something I'm holding on to this regret The past is set, yeah And all you give is all you get So live on in regret