Bones (feat. Gere)

I never thought i'd carry a weight like this But i've held it for the past year And nothing takes away the fear Of how you'll never be back here And i know i'm not perfect for you, that's fine I 've only ever done all i can do To try to make you as happy as i can But i can't stare honestly in the mirror Knowing i failed to help you see things for the better 18 months and still i'm up all night I thought you said that i'd be alright I can't shut my eyes on an empty side I've been trying to move along Hoping that you'll see i just want you to be fine with me Rewind me to a point where i was You always found it easy to walk away I only knew how to take the blame And nothing takes away the ache In the back of my mind And i know you wanted honesty well alright You only ever cared for yourself, it seems You always made me as fragile as you could But i was built to break I know that i was built to break Cos i'm an open wound still infected with all of you Our burning house and the water in the street ran out The house we built burned to the ground 18 months and still i'm up all night I thought you said that i'd be alright I can't shut my eyes I've been trying to move along Hoping that you'll see i just want you to be fine with me Rewind me to a point where i was You want to know what's wrong? Well i've been biting my tongue for far too long But you keep asking if i've moved on And these are words are stuck behind grit teeth They're drowning the way that you made me Well i've been biting my tongue (You want to know what wrong?) And i'm sick of tasting blood (Well i've been biting my tongue) And you want to know what's wrong (And i'm sick of tasting blood) And you keep asking if i've moved on