I saw you with a very loose grip
On your tight ship
And I left you with a very big mess
Then I watched it progress
A little time for your trip
But I saw you starting to slip
And you always kept your eyes on
Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
And I saw you after a decent spell
In a private hell
And I told you, "Hope I live a thousand lives
Hope I live them well"
Fought my mind to keep my life
But my body's putting up a tougher fight
Yeah, if it feels wrong, go on along
But once it feels right, you just lost the fight
I saw you with a very loose grip
On your tight ship
And I lost you when you said one hit
Couldn't hurt a bit
A little time for your trip
But I saw you starting to slip
'Cause you always had your eyes on
Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
And I can't shake the terror of my life fleeting
Minute by minute
Even when I can't imagine another day
Waking up in it
Fought my mind to keep my life
But my body's putting up a tougher fight
Yeah, if it feels wrong, go on along
But once it feels right, you just lost the fight
