No Easy Way Out

Too little to hold on to Still to much to let it slide I don't know what i am ought to do But this is not my time to stand and die I know this won't be my last song 'Cause 've got so much left to write My reality is almost gone There's a little truth behind each lie If this is the last day of this life I'm gonna kill myself tonight Just to get rid of the pain And to make me feel like I'm not dead I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out? I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out? I don't wanna be so cold But the heat it makes me sick And if i ever have to grow old Maybe i will get used to this kick I don't know if there is one thing here That makes me feel alive Not the booze, the drugs and not my fear And not even my sharpest knife If this is the last day of this life I'm gonna kill myself tonight Just to get rid of the pain And to make me feel like I'm not dead I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out? I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out? There are things that i just don't seem to feel These stupid feelings I'd love to make them real It's hard for me to show but I really care Maybe one day I'll leave all i have to bear There are times that i just want to give in I don't feel like I can go on and win Even if I try to see the good I can't see it just the way I should If this is the last day of this life I'm gonna kill myself tonight Just to get rid of the pain And to make me feel like I'm not dead I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out? I wanna get rid of the pain Is there an easy way out?