I Can Change

See, I like drinking till I get blind drunk

Blackout and lash out and act like a punk

Crash few time with my fake ID

End up face down, am I in too deep?

Hung over, bed bound soldier

Hand runs over the dip in her shoulder

With her I see things clear

Lose my mind or lose my fear

Though my life so far is bleary

I'll be fine if I keep her near me

I don't need the fight and tears

I don't even like my peers

We're so far away from here

We're so far away from here

When I think about my baby

I get a bit insecure

I need to be seen as a little bit more mature

Can't live without my baby

I'm sure I can change

I can change

I just want to get rid of all the excess pain

Everything's out to stop things going my way

She's gon' fixate me

See, I'm a mad man when it comes to getting loud

I'm not a bad man, but I still knock you out

Boy, listen, don't try it

Triple JD, fuck a diet

See my lady, she's an angel

She's a rockstar, but she stays low

She got eyes that come out the entire population

But I get tired of 'em, this situation just ain't enough

I don't wanna change her I want to make a comparison

So she can see this world we live in can be fucking tough

I mean it, though, this road is cold

Only the brave survive when they sell their souls

This is my odyssey, I just hope she can keep up with me

This is my calling, it's a shame I'm susceptible to falling

When I think about my baby

I get a bit insecure

I need to be seen as a little bit more mature

Can't live without my baby

I'm sure I can change

I can change

I just want to get rid of all the excess pain

Everything's out to stop things going my way

She's gon' fixate me

Mr. Officer, I'm a man of values

Yes, I might have dropped

One or two value, look, I don't wanna rot

I'm just a casual abuser, sorry user

Don't be confused, sir, not being rude sir

Just wanna go home, look, I choose her

Leave this life in the dust, I'ma lose her

I'm a loser, I'm a fucking loser

When I think about my baby

I get a bit insecure

I need to be seen as a little bit more mature

Can't live without my baby

I'm sure I can change

I can change

I just want to get rid of all the excess pain

Everything's out to stop things going my way

She's gon' fixate me