I Feel the Weight

I've been waiting all night just to see her I've been touching her, but I still can't feel her I've been trying to get myself off of the floor now And I'm so far out, I can't see the shore now And it's only me to blame Cause I pushed the truth away And pretended to be happy Tonight, I have to say I feel the weight I feel the weight I feel the weight of a love that's gone away I feel the weight I've been wondering what is freedom Is it checking out from all you're feeling? Is it feeling OK cause you're not running From the boring person that you're becoming? And it's only me to blame Cause I pushed the truth away And pretended to be happy Tonight, I have to say I feel the weight I feel the weight I feel the weight of a love that's gone away I feel the weight