Remission

Living out in the deep, I am everything I'm not meant to be

Convince myself I suffered well

This is comfortably numb, separate from You

I've let these hurdles turn to stone

Tied to my neck and I'm alone

'Cause I built my pride into a throne

But it's all just pulling me under

I tried my hardest to break free

Just get my head above and breathe

I lost my bearings in the undertow

I can't stop them

They keep coming

I try to fight but they're still pulling and pulling

With every stone, I sink to the bottom

I can't stop them

I'm barely hanging on

Pull me out of the cycle

I'll disappear

I'll disappear

This repetition is endless

Inhale, relapse, repeat

This is getting old

I think my apathy is taking its toll on me

Calm and composed

But on the inside I'm losing control

If You can calm the sea

You can still the storm inside of me

I was unprepared

These crippled legs won't get me anywhere

Oh God, oh God

I need you to carry me farther

'Cause I'm still learning how to walk on water

I can't stop them

They keep coming

I try to fight but they're still pulling and pulling

With every stone, I sink to the bottom

I can't stop them

I'm barely hanging on

I'm barely here

I'm barely here

I've seen this all before

I know exactly how it ends

There's no ocean floor

You sink until you learn to swim

I can't stop them

They keep coming

I try to fight but they're still pulling and pulling

With every stone, I sink to the bottom

I can't stop them

I'm barely hanging on

I can't stop them

They keep coming

I try to fight but they're still pulling and pulling

With every stone, I sink to the bottom

I can't stop them

I'm barely hanging on