The Situation

It would be good if I could control the situation It is beyond my control I don't know how hard it is to think of you like that It's not like I can make my feelings void And think you were not my husband My husband Have you ever waited for someone 35 years and now High, high hopes are shattered somehow Crushed by all my love And how many times will you come to me in my dreams at night? Au revoir, comin' at me from my own back door How many times will you come to me in my dreams at night? Au revoir, comin' at me from my own back door Where would we be without this time apart? Would my trust be broken? Would we start again? And I ask myself, when were you really 100% with me? Our two hearts burnt a hole Gold down and swallowed it whole Have you ever waited for someone 35 years and now High, high hopes are shattered somehow Crushed by all my love How many times will you come to me in my dreams at night? Au revoir, comin' at me from my own back door How many times will you come to me in my dreams at night? Au revoir, comin' at me from my own back door So I go back to the drawing board Erase all the parts, replace them with chalk That can wash away if I need them to Nothing is permanent My husband My husband My husband My husband