Making My Amends

Hell yeah I spent so goddamn long Letting myself down But then I realized that I was in control I heard a BOOM And everything got clear I didn't recognize the man in the mirror But now I'm me again I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry I tried to numb the pain with anything around But the pain was self-inflicted, self-indulgence brought me down I heard a BOOM And I lost all my fear I didn't recognize the man in the mirror But now I'm me again I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry My addictions were my downfall My vicious cycle was eating me alive I felt trapped in my own skin with no way out I would lie, cheat and steal to feed the demon And all that was left was a trail of shattered dreams I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever I'm making my amends To tell you I was down But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry