Symphony of Sorrow

Images of my cold room, A cell in my mind . Surrounded by these toys and games, Childhood passed me by . Misery disguised hiding, Lurking in the corner. Creates a beautiful mess, all around Drowns me in disorder. Alone The symphony of sorrow still plays The melody of insanity still finds it's way within I breath in memories As cold as an open grave The sound of doors unlocked, then all begins to fade Father can't recognize my image For I ran for safety when all went dark Faces sinking down in smoke The wheel of life chasing me down Alone the symphony of sorrow still play's The melody of insanity Still finds its way within Chasing these shadows I run Nearly in my grasp but then I fail A nightmare that has no escapes Another ship had gone astray Father summons death A sight can't be forgotten Father calls, the gates now open wide The grave must entomb someone Alone the symphony of sorrow still plays The melody of insanity Still finds its way within And now they say that I'm the angel and the beast I'm on my way just hear my screams I'll find you once again Gates of the cemetery closing up on me The sweet stench of death is in the air I'm a step away from falling inside I DON'T WANT TO DIE! Voices from the abyss Arise again and pull me in I seek to live the past But it's nowhere to be found So I drown I remember the three moons When oblivion ruled my world It comes again at night The unforgiven shall pay his due Jaws of loss And claws of grief Caught me in my head Forcing memories of misery To arise again Final shimmers Of all hope A sign of coming end Judge and jury is my mind How did it turn into this hell