Indecision (Split in Two)

Call waiting, lying on the floor A coffin laid, a cup calling for more But it's tumbling to a Carolina blue To look behind and see it's still too late That fall a rested head, regret a self-made bed These thoughts avoided, keep me up at night When I walked away back then, I know I told you not to wait for me Stayed up til dawn and lost ourselves, and perished with the light of evergreen Fortune faults your pale blue eyes I can't remember what they look like anyway This life's a fire that we're burning much to fast It's these desires that are killing me inside I'm so tired, I can't get up today - or ever But if I see another sun, I'll see your face again When you walk away this time, make for god damn sure you count the miles Your smile paints a picture of a fickle heart, and fearful like a child Indecision split in two, and recognized in everything you do I walk away to say goodbye to all the tears and joy in me from you