The Feeling

I'll be there when the sun goes down, i'll be there when it comes back. I know it's hard to believe but we're all that we have. Sometimes i get weary, at times i get mad. I want to feel everything whether it's good or bad. I can't feel my face, i'm invisible, i'm a disgrace. My teachers says i'm lost without a trace. Formed in that pain, i got an awkward shape. Trying to squeeze a square into a circle and i'm so out of place. But i'm at a place in my life, self-preservation Locked and loaded i squeeze, no hesitation Walk a mile in my shoes you'll see while i'm confused. One life to live and i'm already on number 2. I'm gonna need a few, living in this concrete zoo Momma held it together but i came unglued. Pops left, i ain't shed a tear now i shed light On the 40 nights when he ain't bother to call or write. I was born in that hard ship, shaped in that misery Send a prayer up for your boy but don't cry for me. The struggle the pain, the winter the rain Doctor, don't numb me, i'm trying to feel everything. I'll be there when the sun goes down, i'll be there when it comes back. I know it's hard to believe but we're all that we have. Sometimes i get weary, at times i get mad. I want to feel everything whether it's good or bad. What you know about the feeling, The roar of the crowd, the flashing lights. He beautiful women which leads to beautiful nights. The feeling, when your worst days are in your rear view. Your ladies in your whip and your side piece too. The feeling, when the money never seems to run out. Lost a g on the craps but you seem to lost count. Because the feeling got you feeling like the world is at your palms. The hate is all around but your squad is strong. You don't know nothing about the feeling. You ain't seen the pent house and you never will and, You ain't never had a brief case with a million. The steak is medium rare up here when you chilling. The beauty, the pain, the adrenaline in my veins. The struggle, the fight, the faith, the hope the shame The pressure to fight, the winter, the snow, the rain No meds because i'm trying to feel everything. I'll be there when the sun goes down, i'll be there when it comes back. I know it's hard to believe but we're all that we have. Sometimes i get weary, at times i get mad. I want to feel everything whether it's good or bad. I want to feel everything I want to feel everything I want to feel everything I want to feel everything I'll be there when the sun goes down, i'll be there when it comes back. I know it's hard to believe but we're all that we have. Sometimes i get weary, at times i get mad. I want to feel everything whether it's good or bad.