Still-Don't-Know

I lived trapped in my horizons No chances in my world. An existence I've lost in this room I fell somewhere and I still don't know (where) Mama cried in the night, she couldn't stand it, not at all I was so far away from home, Fallen in love with a still-don't-know-who I've never seen her at all but the pain has come I've never touched her at all but she tore me apart And the love turned into hatred and the hatred turned into hope Couldn't see the demon behind the eyes and the hell where I was lying What have you created now? Blade's marks will never disappear Those nights we've passed until the dawn Have gone because of we-still-don't-know-who I've never seen her at all but the pain has come I've never touched her at all but she tore me apart I lived trapped in my horizons I've been lying down in hell As confident as a foolish can I was holding the coils around my neck And it's been the hell, the pain, the heaven, the shame I've been wrong and right with no one to blame The soul we sold for these precious mind ravings They'll never come back We're the children of a rape The lies, the blood, the broken bones Your veins have their price, and I've got mine With your lust-mask you were my beautiful muse You The freakiest whore that I've never known The nights, the days, the moments you've taken I've lost those years, I will never replace them Cut your arms baby butcher as you've done with my soul It's been the hell, the pain, the heaven, the shame The nights, the days, the moments you've taken I will curse your eyes forever and ever and more I lived trapped in my horizons I've been lying down in hell As confident as a foolish can I was holding the coils around my neck My neck