Blue Healer

Enter sadness, with your rainboots in blue Since I can remember I've been runnin' from you But this time you sat your ass down with no intent to move You ain't no blue healer Well the longer that you sit here lookin' into my eyes The shock of your arrival begins to subside And as I drop my defenses you start to crack a smile Are you a blue healer? Well I've been proud and lookin' in a mirror that's clouded With smoke that's been keeping me shrouded Believing I'm fine But you wipe clean All of these illusions that ain't me Now you've got me lookin' and I hate me Where is my spine? Peace, you told me, I'm only here to reveal Where you've been stuck and where you're going if you're lookin' to heal But you've gotta drop these vain addictions and hang on to what's real You Healer I want to welcome every shadow Instead of taking every one to battle I'm climbing back up into the saddle I'm climbing back up into the saddle And now I stand tall Used to think my sorrow was a brick wall Made me want to curl up in a tight ball Self-pity dealer But there's a gate here You can only find it if you wait here, and now I'm walkin' through it with my gaze clear Me and the blue healer Blue Blue Blue Blue Healer