No More Wasting Time

I fell for it And fell hard I won't ignore it It's gone too far When will I take that one last step? I've been in misery, there's almost nothing I have left When will I do this for myself? It's been about you for far too long For far too long Now I'm finally taking the time Now I realize that you and I is not what I've always wanted It's hard to think about the time passed by I cannot take it cuz I know that I am wasting the best years of my life I never wished any harm on you Though I don't know what you took me for That doesn't change what you put me through Will it keep me from walking out the door? So far that's what I've been held to The decision grinds me down to the core Cuz after what you've been known to do I can't seem to put myself first anymore I'm wasting the best years of my life