I need my support system

I need not to abort wisdom

I need this distorted rhythm

What is my destiny lord?

They say, prayer is the recipe lord

I be ready to send these **** to visit you and they be pressing me lord

I got one goon he do it expertise lord

I keep my son close at all times like he right next to me lord

I gave up on you a while ago, and you still blessing me lord

You never questioned me lord

I feel your energy lord

You showed me how to forgive my family and enemies lord

(I hear the devil talking to me, he depend on me lord)

To spread evil, that's not the remedy lord

And it will never be lord

Pride I push aside and recognise the sensory, lord

I'm a slave to my own thoughts, no penitentiary lord

We all gon' die and lie in the cemetery eventually lord

You know my tendencies won't be the same when I'm 70 lord

I wanna spread positivity like it's leprosy lord

And I thank you for the gift you've given me, that lives in me lord

That's real

I'm thankful for my life

I'm grateful

We all gon' die someday

That's how I've been feeling, I'll go when I'm willing

I'm running through the building to get to the ceiling

The devil coming and he killing my focal civilians

Praying for better days, put my hope in god willing

You led me to places, thank you for taking me

I know I come off misunderstood, you haven't mistaken me

I'm already above, whether calm, collected or the crazy me

I don't wanna be a slave lord, the world is bathing in slavery

I empty out my mental to this vacancy

My occupation's make sure my seed is taken care of and he's not hating me

I was delayed for a second but never latent see

Pull up on them blatantly

(It's not, it's all part, it's all part of the process)

I know shit is getting to me

You say you hearing me out

But I don't believe that you hearing me fully

Belief, **** sneak indiscreet

Between the sheets of life is where the beast sleep

At the table of death is most likely where the beast eats

Over-dosage on the beat 'til the beat no longer beats

Peskitarian fishing at an aquarium

Fishscale that Webster-Merriam

Deceasing bacterium on my back, that's where I carry 'em

I'm letting go

(I remember when i was your age, I wish I would've known what I know now, but this is just the that way life goes, it's meant for us to learn)

Letting go of your promises

Promises lead to consequence, when you commit to something and do the opposite

Sick to your stomach, you're vomiting, a Ramadan

No food for children you're fathering

The possibility of your family surviving this shit is kinda slim

First place, the gold trophy, bitch I gotta win

Seems like that's what my only option is

And for that

I'm thankful for my life

I'm grateful

We all gon' die someday

That's how I've been feeling, I'll go when I'm willing

I'm running through the building to get to the ceiling

The devil coming and he killing my focal civilians

Praying for better days, put my hope in god willing