Stagnant

Consciousness of the problem is All but half of the battle It's the will to change That one must formulate I pose with a stretch Riverside park bench Underdressed for the occasion Suffocating to the wind Metaphorically comparing My purpose to the peace bridge Like all i've ever been is a connection The dread of the road trip Towering anxiety Suspended above a body Of the same stuff that flows Through me That has been absent as of late And now i'm well aware of why I've been stagnant, paralyzed I feel nothing For anything else Other than your eyes How they reflect mine How they constantly Move me closer To the person I promise i'm trying to be Oh how lately it's been evident I'm letting everyone i know Down Down Down And lately i've been taking hints From people that They'd rather me not be around Around Around Around, but i promise I'm different now Believe it or not But alone here without you now I'm still lost I'm still gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone I'm still