When This Is Over

I can't sleep, not a wink, So I'll try to describe what I'm feeling Three drinks into a two hour breakdown And one tick away from exploding. I can't run I cant hide. I can't swallow my pride for forever, But I've tried And I can't get it right for the life of me. I'm going under. Tell me why does it feel like I'm always losing my mind? Like I can't get a grip on this heart of mine. I feel the world upon my shoulders, Wake me up when this is over. My whole life I have tried Not to repeat mistakes come before me. I'm afraid that the seed in my family tree Is more like poison ivy. But I just want to grow Into something on my own. Somebody tell me. Tell me why does it feel like I'm always losing my mind? Like I can't get a grip on this heart of mine. I feel the world upon my shoulders, Wake me up when this is over. Tell me why does it feel like I'm always losing my mind? Like I can't get a grip on this heart of mine. I feel the world upon my shoulders, Wake me up when this is over. This is over. This is over. I feel the world upon my shoulders, Wake me up when this is over. Wake me up when this is over. Wake me up when this is over.