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Abused
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Abused was released on February 3, 2017 by Independent as a part of the album Graveyard Shift
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Release DateFebruary 3, 2017
LabelIndependent
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Rhym
Rhym
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rhym
Rhym
Composer

Lyrics

This track is really painful to write
And soon you'll see why
Listen close, I'm only saying this once
This track is about sexual abuse
The day I lost my father was one of the hardest days for me
Internally he's dead to me
See, I didn't fear the loss of death, but the burden of sexual abuse
I never speak about it cause these things
Are heavy and inside they hurt to move
None of my fans know this part of my
Story, but what have I got left to lose?
My heart is scarred and it's badly bruised
So I thought maybe I'd jump on the mic cause
I'm sure this relates to some of you too
Others don't know what it's like to cherish your father's love
While my true father is in heaven and up above
But think of a young me building a picture up
Since the age of 3-16 of the perfect father figure
Then it all turn to ash in the front
Of your eyes within a single moment
And it hurts even worse when you look in the mirror
And see that your father's eyes are staring back at you
Thinking back, it was only the first time
I met him that I was incestually abused
So now answer me, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
I've never cried about it
Never let it out
It still consumes me now and then
But I know what it's about
It hurts, but the only movement I'm making
Is forward and onward to the new dawn
I've never cried about it
Never let it out
It still consumes me now and then
But I know what it's about
It hurts, but the only movement I'm making
Is forward and onward to the new dawn
You know what?
You were supposed to be everything I dreamed of
But you turned out to be what some
Of my fucking nightmares are made of
But no, you weren't the first to do it
I've been raped four times and somehow survived through it
It's just hard cause up to this point in
Time I was the only one who fucking knew it
The first was my high school mentor at the age of 14
He came in and swept my parents off of their feet
Groomed me then precisely timed his violent entry
So technically I lost my virginity to
Another man and damn, let me tell you
That's some heavy shit to live with
Fucked me up for a long time and I ain't at all kidding
This is raw pain straight from the heart
As always, for some reason I feel the core blame
But I know that's what happened straight from the start
The second was another trusted friend
He tore me up so I couldn't move then
Proceeded to have his way with me
I blocked most of it out, but it does
Admittedly burst through my psyche occasionally
The third was a man that I didn't even know
I woke up at a party when I was sleeping
And he has his dick in my mouth
So I got up, humped him in the guts, ran out of
The house and headed as far as I could south
I've never cried about it
Never let it out
It still consumes me now and then
But I know what it's about
It hurts, but the only movement I'm making
Is forward and onward to the new dawn
I've never cried about it
Never let it out
It still consumes me now and then
But I know what it's about
It hurts, but the only movement I'm making
Is forward and onward to the new dawn
Yeah
There's still a lot to these stories
It just hurts to talk about
I'm sorry
Written by: Rhym
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