The Rush

You said you need to love yourself Before you can love anyone else And that's hard When all I've loved is you And I got jealous 'cause I was afraid That anyone else would see the same things I saw in you Tell me to go then beg me to stay You sent a message to me by mistake And we talked on the phone so you felt okay again And you were so broken you left me the same You told me you loved me and messed with my brain But I'm okay We both said sorry way too much And we promised each other that we'd keep in touch And that's hard When I don't wanna talk You broke my heart just once or twice And I'd let you do it a million times 'Cause I guess I got addicted to the rush How stupid was I to finally believe That someone like you could see something in me I don't miss how we loved But I miss how we talked sometimes It's quarter past three in the morning, I try To sleep but I sent you a message goodbye And it took 40 minutes for you to reply I swear I'm fine 'Cause holding on hurts more than letting go And being ignored killed me 'Cause you attention meant the most But I couldn't see You were intoxicating me You broke my heart just once or twice And I'd let you do it a million times 'Cause I guess I got addicted to the rush