Imminent Obliteration

Awake to the feeling of a normal calming sense Repeating cycles in your head and being what you dread Tasting the pain that's existing in my head Piercing through the back end feeling like I'm brain dead This immoral act of god can't be How long have I survived Fate rears it's filthy head as I sink into all And begin to fall into brooding tolerance at best It's such a loss My lungs are charred my chest is scarred Still nothing had prepared me for this test Assaulted with the very chains that bind us to a world where meanings sacrificed It won't be me, it can't be me, no its me it can't be me A simple discovery could ruin everything I thought I had time but realized that it was too late Shivering, broken faith, dead inside So heed my word without question You run Run Run Run for your worthless life, it's a state of mind to all the worthless that drag Others down into the grave Feeding off my beating heart, I feel death as it closes it's grip Payback comes with, your soul Drowning in my own spit I spew forth vomit, body burning inside from the fever Fever fever fever Fever fever fever fever Beating myself down Preparing to die, hating myself, dragging my feet This can't be real, please tell me I'm in a dream Holy ties have been severed long ago Its proof we are on our own Gearing towards a life profound with shame Immortal If only I could shake this fever I'm tearing my skin off, fever, I can't feel my heart, fever, why the fuck won't this end Take my dying hand Fever fever fever fever