This Constant War

I've been fighting, everybody knows I found love but, had to let it go I've been a liar to others, mostly myself A constant war against my own head I've tasted weakness, afraid to lose control I've been seduced by, everything and all No greater fear than what I see in myself The lonely nights when the demons won't go away Recess, I need it, god's gone astray I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day Recess, I need it, god's gone astray I'm alive, on fire, another day Time is passing, that we all feel Dreams and longings, of what could've been For every failure is always another crime To be in love and fight before we all die I'm waiting, for something to make sense I've been fighting, everybody knows I've been a liar, everybody knows I've tasted weakness, everybody knows I'm still alive like, everybody knows Recess, I need it, god's gone astray I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day Recess, I need it, god's gone astray I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day (I'm waiting) I'm alive, on fire, another day I'm alive, on fire, another day (I'm waiting) I'm alive, on fire, another day