Quiet Night

I'm impossible at death And an excellent liar And I'm good at pretending My moral standards are higher And I wish I were older Maybe then I'd be wiser And I'd look back with fondness On the games I played with fire Cause I've made a mess of your life And it's taken it's toll on mine If you smear something with dirt Then it's sure to lose its shine And I'm too tired to drink tonight Just go on without me Cause we both know what happens when We're drunk in the same room I'll get anxious you'll try and kiss me then I'll tear myself off you before we... I've given up cigarettes Albeit for the third time And I say I may smoke pot To easy my worried mind I can stop whenever I want to And I can do the same with you Although I guess one more night won't make a difference So I grapple with my conscious And it just tells me to get high And in order to avoid you It suggests I tell a lie And I'm too tired to drink tonight Just go on without me Cause we both know what happens when We're drunk in the same room I'll get anxious you'll try and f*ck me then I'll tear myself off you before we...