Life of the Party

And I don't know better But I don't know best I just say whatever And hold my breath I'm not all together I won't find the rest Lost in the temper Breakdown, Coalesce Cause I got a mean bone in my body If I want then I can Never mean it when I'm sorry And I'm sorry for that Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, ah Hold it together And you let me guess It's hard to remember What anything meant You've known me better When I've been your best But I can't win forever You take what you get Cause you got a mean bone in your body If you are then I am Always mean it 'til I'm sorry But I'm sorry for that Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, ah Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, ah I lay low, lay low, lay low I know you know, I know Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it And I'm never really ready for it