Resent Me

Punch the wall around 4 am And wonder What did I do to cause this all again? And why Why do I always find a way lose? And How How do I always draw the darkness out of you? Why am I always alone? I turned this room into hell And I made it home Burning my skin down to the bone I hate myself for the words I sing I hate myself for the hurt I bring I hate myself for everything Everything but you Give me a couple feet of rope The measurement of fleeting hope The pull of threads to make an end And now I descend Resent me Resent me (I deserve it)