Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way

'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day

You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no

'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days

Growing up in these streets, it was hard to be happy

By the age of 15 I had guns pointed at me

Got robbed for my kicks, fucking pricks took my chain

And while most kids my age were playing video games

Or holding hands with their girlfriends, I was trying to get my dick sucked

They had dreams of going to college, I had dreams of going to stripclubs

They bought books for school, I was buying packs of condoms

Doing drugs and fucking sluts just to get me through my problems

By the time I turned 18, I was doing dirty shit

One time me and four of my homies gangbanged a chick

We fucked her one at a time, she had no respect for herself

Today I would've helped but back then I fucked her well

I was livin' in hell, I remember one summer night

Some dude was trippin' at a party so I pulled out a knife

And I almost stabbed him, I had a strap on me too

But the homies held me back, I was a sick fuckin' dude

In school, they asked questions but I never pulled my hand up

Instead, I walked through the school yard in handcuffs

Escorted by cops, with a pocket full of guap

And a backpack full of weed, the judge says I'm getting locked up for 40 months

Instead I got sent to rehab, two years on probation

For hustling the weed bags, but a few months before that

I was smoking meth every day, staring into the eyes of death Lord take me away

'Cuz I was dating this special girl, used to love her with a passion

I had dreams of getting married with her, my life was so romantic

But she fuckin' went psycho, and I lost all my compassion

I wanted to kill us both, and burn up our caskets

A few years later, I gave love another chance

And it all went to hell, Lord please help me understand

What the fuck is wrong with me, I just wanted to be loved

But I was out doing drugs, meeting random sluts at the club

One time I fucked a different girl, every day for two weeks

And I was 25 years old, different women in my sheets

I had threesomes, fucked with married women who had three sons

I fucked strippers, pornstars, fuck em' and I would leave em'

I was crazy, no emotions in me

I was so lost, all my friends were having babies

I was hanging from a cross, it was like I was fighting a war with no weapons in my hands

It's like I knew where to go, but I was walking on quicksand

And I knew I needed help, but I didn't trust anyone else

So I looked into my heart and I fell in love with myself

And it was then when I realized that if you can't love yourself

How do you expect girls to love you, how can you survive hell if you don't believe in heaven?

My heaven was in my heart, my insecurities were demons

Trying to tear my angels apart, I know you wanna change

You just don't know where to start, but if you look into your heart you'll see happiness ain't that far

Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way

'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day

You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no

'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days