Grow

I see the future, and it is not bright Feels like I'm swimming limbless If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life The garden state is no longer my home Not while it's where all my demons roam They're in my head, they're in my dreams They come alive in everything I see. Yes, I know There's room to grow Even trees take root with hell below I see the future, and it is not bright Feels like I'm swimming limbless If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life I didn't start at the bottom I stumbled here, I crumbled here And here is where I'll stay There's no one else to blame How long can I live in denial? Cheeks hurt from faking a smile Everywhere I go, and everything I see Doesn't put that spark inside of me I see the future, and it is not bright Feels like I'm swimming limbless If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life I may be floating, but I'm still here I feel like no one is listening, Are you getting the picture? I might not make it through the year