No Looking Back

Yeah On a plane overlookin' the ocean Lately, I'm just tryna live in the moment Certain people I needed just couldn't stick around If they ain't see the vision, I bet they feel it now See, the difference with me is I ain't afraid of believin' Friends only come around when they know it's convenient But my circle gettin' smaller by the second Funny how my biggest fear was not bein' accepted, but look I gave my heart to a person who couldn't love herself I'm lost in somebody lookin' for someone else Put my trust in a person who ain't believe in me, eventually it just made it harder for me to trust myself I leave the past in the past, no looking back now But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now So in hopes that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down Anxiety killin' me, I've been losin' touch Losin' my patience, I don't know who to trust Plus, me and my family ain't as close now I take a sip of this Henney until I loosen up I just need someone as down for me Someone to just tell me they proud of me Somebody who's really around for me If ever they see me sink in, they swim in and they drown for me The ones hittin' my line used to duck me when I called Keep it real with me or don't fuck with me at all I've been dodgin' the fakes, the politics and the snakes Your pride is big as your ego, see, I just couldn't relate, for real See, the difference is how we're raised and where we came And the bullet that landed three inches from my brain And the fact that my soul is different than yours, no matter how many times they compare us, man, we are not the same Look, prayin' for peace in this world that we live in Same time, I just pray I'm forgiven They say I'm weak 'cause I put it all in the open Had to swallow my pride and bottle up my emotions, look I left the past in the past, no looking back now But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now So in hopes that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down