Heaven

I've got a bone to pick With the pearly gates They're not white They're a shade of gray And i've never been much on prayer Because god never showed his face around here Why do i feel so at home When I'm the only one With skin wrapped around his bones And this is survivor's guilt Why did you take him Why did you let him leave I wanna be so fucking selfish I want you all to me And if he can't get in I don't want anything to do with heaven Whats the point of power If you're not willing to save Was he not good enough Was my lack of faith to blame I've never felt so alone This hole in the ground This box of bones Where is that saving grace That the faceless claims I wanna be so fucking selfish I want you all to me And if he can't get in I don't want anything to do with heaven Oh god, we've got a lot to talk about Oh god, we've got some shit to work out Oh god, we've got a lot to talk about Oh god, we've got some shit to work out And if he can't get in I don't want anything to do with heaven