Voices

Damn, yo Shotgun, man I'm about to kill a motherfucker tonight man Some bitch just calling my name Waiting to get blasted Somebody's fucking with me again I don't know what it is What the fuck's going on I'm all alone hearing voices I can tell I'm near them Cause I can hear them but can't see them It's a problem that I got to avoid That's when I started to believe my mama When she told me that I was paranoid "Fuck ya'll" was my last words I was mentally fucked up with bad nerves When I got sent to the curb And that's when my mama lost confidence in me Cause she seen her one and only baby going crazy Then she caught me talking to myself Just in time before I grabbed the 9 off the shelf Was about to pull the trigger Cause I was slipping Some nigga's head I feel like ripping But then I will be tripping Ready to go to war with anybody, like Saddam My heart kept clicking And ticking like a time bomb Was about to explode cause my life was confusing And victory didn't like me so I was steady losing But I knew something had to give But I keep hearing voices when I sleep Saying I'm not going to live Now I'm running out of choices Fucking around with that [???] got a nigga hearing voices I'm hearing voices Got me going through a fucking thing I'm hearing voices Saying, "It's another murder" I'm hearing voices when I'm at home all alone Could it be that nigga I checked for a key to Left a slug in his fucking dome Was it my so called homie I killed last week The bitch was a snitch So I left him bleeding in the street I never had that much trust for a friend My one and only homie was my sawed off .410 pump Leaving chumps in a dumpster Murdering motherfuckers ever since I was a youngster But now that shit's finally catching up with me Cause every night I hear a dead man Talking to me in my sleep He's got me waking up in a cold sweat Hearing voices But I ain't seen his face yet So I go inside the closet then I grab my gat Asking, "Who the fuck is that?" Ready to peel his cap back But when I creep downstairs Checked around everywhere Nobody's there Now I know I need help So deep in a dream One night I just might kill my damn self Cause I'm going through a motherfucking thang Having visions of a suicide Going out with a bang Fed up with life, I just can't hack it That life for me it's penitentiary or a fucking straight jacket Got me running out of choices Hearing voices I'm hearing voices Voices in my head saying kill I'm hearing voices Got me grabbing for my motherfucking steel Paranoid I'm waking up soaked in sweat I'm thinking somebody's head Sleeping on my bunk bed set Cause I hear voices It sounds like my brother's But when I get up and take a look I see nothing but the sheet and cover Now I got to feel my head is spinning What I like is when I hear voices saying, "A lotto; I'm going to win it" And that's a voice I want to keep hearing But I can't talk to nobody If everybody keeps disappearing Now I'm out on my own Trying to survive but could I make it With no money, no food I'm in a bad mood And I can't take it I think I'm losing it with my [mom??? and??????] But thought when you hear voices in your house and you don't live here Now I know something's going wrong I pick up the phone and think somebody's calling me But it's the same old dial tone Man I shouldn't have bought a [???] too Cause if the number rings That means I never had no fucking body to talk to Except me, myself, and I I'm hearing voices and I'm saying to myself, "Why won't this nigga die?" Now I'm running out of choices Once again in the 5th Ward on Mary I'm hearing voices I'm hearing voices Saying, "It's another murder" I'm hearing voices Got me going through a thing I'm hearing voices in my head On that edge of insanity How you hoes going to ban me When you don't understand me You can't see what I can see Only some can But my religions and visions your reality It's like a [???] is living in a world of Hell To tell you the truth Sometimes I can't tell Well, who's to blame for the brains of a sick man The shit that I'm thinking sinking me down like quicksand Sometimes I find myself saying, "I'm better off dead" I think when I was young my mother made a mistake And dropped me on my head Cause I'm missing all my screws, G Hearing voices in my head had me grabbing for that Uzi Yeah he's bigger But what the fuck you figure Walk up to the nigga Then pull the fucking trigger Now I got a murder case For shooting the nigga in his face And it's no fun being on the motherfucking chase Sitting in my place Suddenly a sound and Five-O surrounded Got me running out of choices But fuck them hoes I'm ready to go to war Cause a nigga hearing voices You know what I'm saying Flex, man At any time my motherfucking mind could snap, man Nigga hearing voices I don't know who it is But when I catch up with him I'm going to blast his ass I ain't bullshitting