The Sun, the Moon, the Truth: "Penance of Self"

You've heard it all before This time won't be the same You can trust me, but you know my fucking game Say what I have to, to get what I need Now the evil delivered, swings back at me Weak attempts at change carry me backward Too little too late, now live with the hurt For everything I have an excuse But some things are not long hidden: the sun, the moon, the truth Now I live with the hurt Live with the hurt This is what I deserve Break me down The only way I'll learn The guilt is overwhelming Take me out The pain of me returns My sins fucking destroy me I am forced to face the fire I create And watch as it annihilates everything Hold me back while I watch it burn The price I pay, the suffering returns Now the hands of fate are here to collect Nothing here is safe until I reflect I run from myself, no end in sight Numb on the inside from living a lie Now I watch as it burns Watch as it burns This is what I deserve Break me down The only way I'll learn The guilt is overwhelming Take me out The pain of me returns My sins fucking destroy me You can shelter yourself from the sun And you can hide from the moon But there is nothing you can do When the truth strikes it's light on you Now I must live with the hurt Now I must live with the hurt The pain of me returns The pain of me returns The pain of me returns Now I must live with the hurt