Finally

For too long now I've been trying to work out how I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side In not letting them see, the darker parts of me Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know I'm gonna be moving on I'm gonna be moving out I feel I've got the grips of what this game is all about The days have definitely seen me turn from blue to grey to black So convinced that I would never be able to find my own way back I thought I could continue to be carefree I thought my default was preset to happy Suddenly a smile is a face you put on Muscles are moving but meaning has gone Now no more Closing all the doors and willingly wasting away the day No more, I'm feeling so unsure about things that I wanna say I find out that I've got the means to turn it inside out Shedding a layer of skin Clean slate and we fucking breathe again Finally I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know Finally I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on? I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on? I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun For too long now I've been trying to work out how I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side In not letting them see, the darker parts of me Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as i can know Cause my body's outta sight (far as I can go) No need for me to hide (far as I can know) They try to pull me back I say "No, please no" I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know Finally, I've grown back the ability to Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know