Well I almost went blind today, from staring at the sun
The beads of sweat keep building up, 'cause I'm afraid of everyone
&, I bide my time, just waiting to be free
I'm surrounded by hallucinations that swear I'm where I need to be
My forward thinking, my casual drinking consumes my years
My best decisions, my good intentions have left me here
My sixth sense keeps telling me, I went wrong somewhere
But, intuition's guiding me right back to where I am
So, round & round, am I better off, or not
Distracted by what could have been, or what I might have lost
My forward thinking, my casual drinking consumes my years
My best decisions, my good intentions left me here
But, I don't know, & I don't care, I wouldn't dare to show I'm scared
My lost ambition, my thought out vision is so unclear
Well, I never thought I'd end up so alone
