Decoy World (feat. Park Avenue)

I stayed awake last night 'Cause I couldn't close my eyes And see you another night I drove myself crazy thinking You'd take my wildest dreams and Tear them all to the ground So I tried to create a decoy world for you To destroy in my mind You can stay and believe you're tearing me apart While I'm coming to life, while I'm coming to life I couldn't keep a secret You found my darkest demons And brought them out in the light So I ran to all the preachers Despite having every reason To shut down; immobilize So I pray to the gods for one last saving grace Against all odds And I built an escape using all my energy Just to come back to life, back to life