Apparitions

We don't belong we don't exit It won't be long we won't be missed We don't belong we don't exist We live in a spotlight that shines for anyone You thought your life mattered, you're not the only one I have stopped feeding from the hand that praised me Now I can't keep my hands from shaking Asking if ego could exist without me I'd reply with my head on the concrete Singing, I'll keep bleeding so softly Sleeping, but there is no heartbeat We don't belong we don't exist You see right through me It won't be long we won't be missed A haunting melody We don't belong we don't exist I can't wait for us to rot away You are what you see when you close your eyes Darkness surrounding with no place to hide You are what you see when you close your eyes We are all dead, fucking dead in my mind I am shapeless, i am shifting, I am lifeless inside All that you are will be nothing in time We don't belong we don't exist You see right through me It won't be long we won't be missed A haunting melody We don't belong we don't exist Pick a petal or let it fall to the ground Either way only it's remains will be found Some days regrets they have me My jar of mistakes smashed empty They found their place in the cracks of the floor Some days regrets they have me My jar of mistakes smashed empty They found their place in the cracks of the floor But i'm told the darker the night, the brighter the dawn I was born in the dark so to the night i belong I picked myself up off the floor I guess my home isn't where the heart is anymore