Pilot Light

I feel isolated and dismantled I pry at my features, drained of my ambitions, at a shattered glimpse Of a love that could never exist I am vacant, I feel expired as I descend to the bottom You hold on to moments like death I hold on to moments like this I hold on I felt the pilot light blow Heavy hearted with an ache in my bones I don't want to be alone anymore than you So I'll be the counterweight It's not my fear you don't want me It's not my fear that you'll doubt me I am the beacon in the abyss I am a blank canvas waiting to be filled By the marks of you Waiting to be filled When will I see, the reasoning? Covered beneath these empty feelings I felt the pilot light blow Heavy hearted with an ache in my bones I don't want to be alone anymore than you I am the counterweight