Control

I'm not here to make some beautiful I'm just unraveling the better Place, the better frame For things I can't explain These words still Feel empty This frame doesn't change what's inside and if There's Still nothing underneath This isn't air to me anymore I'm breathing In the sadness of everyone This isn't air to me anymore Before I Write this out Remind me to believe that it's worth the spiral down And the mess I leave behind when I am done At least it feels natural But In this moment I am not in control If I Can't work this out with my head Do I just give up? I'm losing it If I can't work this out in my head This isn't air to Me anymore I'm breathing in the sadness of everyone This isn't air to Me anymore I'm not asking for much Just a way out Your closest of Friends Are living with holes in their heads and their hearts But They get by And so will I They get by And so will I And so will I