Cigarette Burns

I've got cigarette burns on my skin and I don't even smoke As I'm chokin on this kush and I'm ready to be pushed over the edge I need a second to release this mental pressure All my life I was neglected now addiction has me feelin dead And it's too heavy blacked out in my best friend's Chevy El Dorado sitting on top of cinder blocks choppin rocks On the back of skateboard decks where's the meth? creepin death Heart attack where's the motherfuckin jack? I need a breath I need a sip I need a puff I need a hit Needy little pity girl self-destructive fuckin bitch Sicker than some sickle cell syphilis or gonorrhea Lick tequila off of mirrors waitin on my fuckin dealer I need my shit on spec cuz I'm broker than a rubber check Rubberneckin yellow lines down Mulholland morning time Push it to the borderline I'm borderline obsessed And I still have some shit to get off of my fuckin chest Unwrap the fears and sip the tears watch me walk away To the Twilight Zone I'm too high I'm stoned I'm stoned Come to the Zone I'm haunted by the repercussions I can feel the reaper rushin Puffin on some reefer with my hands around the bottle clutching Shivering I'm blown 2 bits What the fuck? One more hit Close my eyes to paradise I'm paralyzed over it I'm over it and showering and flying on the ground And I ain't never comin down Unless it's downers in my Jack and Coke Mixed up with some smack and coke Like a John Belushi joke DOA at the Chateau I need a breath I need a sip I need a puff I need a hit Needy little pity girl self-obsessive fuckin bitch Waitin on my dealer has me in psychotic fits Countin seconds like they're minutes it's been hours since I had a hit I need my shit on spec cuz I'm broker than a rubber check Rubbernecking yellow lines down Mulholland morning time Push it to the border line I'm borderline obsessed And I still have some shit to get off of my fuckin chest Unwrap the fears and sip the tears watch me walk away Thru the twilight zone I'm too high I'm stoned It's 4 AM I'm bitin nails and all these bitches got love for sale Walk away to the Hollywood Hell Unwrap the fears and sip the tears watch me walk away To the twilight zone I'm too high I'm stoned What the fuck? Get away from me! What the fuck!